I had a dream where I didn't make it to my enrolled class because it had crossed with work. in fact, I was never going to make it, because I had another responsibility already set at that time, and I would miss out on learning in that class, on meeting my classmates and whoever was dictating. and I would fail, and all that goes with it. I had that dream.
it's a dream I've had several times in my life. and sometimes it repeats itself.
and what I know because I have studied the science of dreams, is that it means that there are things that I want to do, that's why I enrolled, but they intersect with previous tasks and responsibilities and I can't do them. so, it's a sign of my frustration, of not being able to do everything I would like to do because I have things to fulfill and accomplish. then life goes in those responsibilities and there are crossroads where I have to let go of what I would like to do because I don't have the time, the strength, the dedication. it's hard to let go. it's hard not to do everything. it's hard. and today I can say that learning the science of dreams is something new.
I also think that there is no such thing as a life purpose, which is very selfish. There are tendencies and abilities, but the truth is that there is nothing pre-established. I will keep thinking about it, this Wednesday holiday. see you soon.
