31/10/23

parfum

there is little to tell about the now. in a small balance between anger, sadness, and rejection, I think understanding melancholy only pushes to silence and the rules of connection. these are few, to attract a woman requires genetics or money, or both, and some kind of statistical probability.
youth also helps to give protection and security.
yesterday may have been better, tomorrow may be better.
it's the night of the most fun holiday I like to reminisce about, Samhain.
from the dusk of the millennial nights to the liminal celebration. not to be in one place or another. And again I pronounce that name so old, so old... because, in the end, someone else did not appear after that trip of adolescence where the millennium was ending.
2023, Samhain night, again. will I be back in the next solar cycle?